I’m tired of the weak foundations people lay in their lives.  Relationships based off of feelings that end in terrible heartbreaks and emotional wounds that cut into the spirit.  I’m sick of people who take their actions and justify them with feelings.  In the end everyone does what they want to, and people base their desires off of most of the times is their emotions.  It irritates me so much, because I really truly want God, and a lot of the times I don’t feel like I do or don’t see it evident in my life, but my spirit craves to be with my father.  I want to feel the joy in my life, but in such an economically harsh time, or time where life is just kicking the shit out of you, where could we find that peace and joy?  I want to be a man based off truth rather then lies, lies that my circumstances determine the state of my spirit and future.

            I’m sick of seeing Satan’s plan played out in the same way so many times easily ripping apart people’s lives.  Seeing Satan try and separate us from everyone around us, separate us from God.  Seeing fathers leave mothers and mothers leave fathers because their relationship was build on the sand and the breeze ripped it from it’s poor foundation.  Seeing fathers, sons, mothers, daughters, brothers and sisters fight and argue themselves from one situation to the next because they neglected dealing with prior issues, having them leak over into other relationships that pose to be the answer but become just another relationship Satan uses to drive you into more bondage of bitterness anger and depression.  The spiritual war that people say they see but play into so easily, with just a stroke of jealousy, a hint of lust, a whisper of forgiveness on the other side of sin the devil speaks, and people waste their lives away seeking death.